Friday, December 30, 2016

The Thing

9:23pm
We left the store and started towards the old barn. There was supposed to be a group of kids trying to have a party and "be cool". Those idiots picked the old barn even though Robbie warned them against it. That place is said to be haunted. But you know kids. They were to "cool" to heed the warning.

9:30pm
I pulled onto the old dirt road that leads to the ancient, decaying barn. Before I came to a complete stop Robbie and Jacob had jumped out of the car. The two of them raced around the back of the barn. They planned on scaring the "cool" out of these kids. But I'm just the driver. I turned off the headlights and costed the car behind the barn. I parked it off to the far left and leaned back againt the seat. I hate doing things like this. I just wanted this to be over.

9:50pm
The kids are here. They've already gotten loud and tipsy. Robbie was getting ready, he planned on going all out on these kids. They had brought a radio and the music was so loud that they couldnt hear Robbies scream. I thought it was all part of the plan.

9:55pm
Robbies chainsaw started up but the thing that came through the door wasnt Robbie. It was sick. It had Robbies skin draped over its jagged body. The thing was Grotesque.

9:59pm
Jacob had run into the room and kicked the radio. When the music stopped I jumped out of my car and ran towards the barn. As I neared the doorway the thing let out a scream so terrible that my blood froze. It lunged at Jacob. The, supposed blade less, chainsaw ripped through Jacob like a hot knife through butter. I turned and ran.

10:08pm
It was on my ass. Following me with an awkward gallop. I reached my car with barely enough time to get inside. I closed the door right as this monster slammed into the side. Shaking the car fiercely. It screamed out in anger and beat its fist against the window. It looked like a hairless, skinless giant gorilla with horns trailing its spine, with what looked like a tail made from bone

10:12pm
I fumbled with the keys to get the car started. The thing pounded on the window with a force strong enough to crush bones. But yet somehow my window was still intact. I didn't know what was going on. I was scared beyond comprehension.

10:16pm
It all happened so fast. My car started on the window broke. Good timing huh? The thing reached in and grabbed me. I hit the gas and got up to 80 mph and no time. I was racing down the old dirt road with this thing hanging out of my window. When I got onto the main road I seen a sign not even a mile away. I swerved over to use the sign to get this thing off my car. It hit with a loud ear ringing smack. It's arm still clinged to my door, while the body flew back.

10:26pm
There was a truck coming head-on. I swerved hard to the left.

2:48am
I woke up in a ditch. The horn was blaring. I couldn't move. But I heard sirens. Are they for me? Someone actually sent help. My arm was pinned down. I couldn't go anywhere. The sirens passed

3:03am
My vision was blurry. I couldn't really make out anything. I think I'm hanging on to consciousness by a thread. I hear screaming. The same scream from before, I barely remember it. That's when I saw it, a creature running towards me. My blurry vision allowed me barely make out the shape of the creature, it had two legs, a long boney tail, horns trailing it's spine and one arm.

Saturday, December 24, 2016

For My Brother

I moved away
When you were young
I hope you can forgive me
I didnt want to leave you
But I had to get aways
When you are older
Maybe you will understand
I couldn't do anything to save you
Though I would have
If only I could have
Now the only things I have
Are pictures and video clips
I would take back all the times I got mad
And all the times I shut you out
I miss you more then anyone
I just wish you could understand
And believe me
Sissy didn't leave you
I just had to get away
I would have taken you with me
If I had the chance
But thats not how the cards fell for us
Now you are there
And I am here
I can't protect you now
I can only hope I dont have to
Never forget how much I love you
You are everything to me
One day you'll know how much I miss you

Sunday, December 18, 2016

We Breed Hate


Catch your breath
Hold it tight
Feel that pain
Its alright
Feel the tears
Let them flow
It hurts worse
When you dont
Reach around
Flip the switch
Turn your emotions off
We dont need this
Stare at the wall
White and blank
Thats your mind
We're despondent
Whats left now
The guilt
This is my fault
No really
Each crisp peice of green
Gingerly fed to the paper shredder
We know why were hated
We're fat
Depressed
Antisocial
It all breeds hate
Because we aren't trying
We don't want to
We're to lazy
You don't understand
We do try
But we get over looked
We want to
But we aren't good enough
We aren't lazy
We get discouraged
Which leads to
Depression
Anxiety
Alienation
We breed hate
Because
We have nothing better
To waste our time on
Other than
Making
Your
Life
Hell

Tuesday, December 13, 2016

The New World


Why so many broken monuments
Things that used to be sublime
Newly found are the contents
That shows a neverending time
Where the cross will overturn
And the demons run free
The heavens will burn
And will only be a memory
The ashes fall in a freezing river
Where there will forever be no room
Those alive will shiver
As the world meets its doom
And the demons arise
When they see the terror in their eyes

Love


As the trees sway in the quiet
The young lovers share their first kiss
The feuding families start a riot
As the lovers fall into an icey abyss
Coming to a hault by the dead trees
Such an awful sight for June
Trapped in the midst of the sea
They write a sacred rune
As the last petal falls from the rose
The few left alive gaze from afar
While someone takes a pose
The final light whithers in a jar
The world no one can save
Not even one so brave

Sinking


As my heart lay broken
My mind beginning to sink
All the words left unspoken
Come to me silently as I think
My mind crosses the paths of those
That made me welcome death
As you drop the rose
My thoughts escape in my last breath
I remember all the lies
I remember all the screams
When I look up I see your eyes
But only in my dreams
All I want is one more kiss
I want to be the one you miss

Noise in the Night


You hear something in the dark
A noise no mouse could make
Something scratching, growling and moaning
Nothing but a noise in the night
You try to go back to sleep
Try not to think about it
You tell yourself its nothing
Just a noise in the night
It gets closer
Its right outside your window now
Scratching on the glass
You hear it move
Its just a noise in the night
Now its in your room
Its beady read eyes glowing
It moves closer to your bed
Not so sure its just a noise in the night
It leaps
You scream
Blood is all thats left from the noise in the night

Our Final Hours


Look at all the dead flowers
Things that will never be of use
Now that we are in our final hours
There will be no more abuse
Around you you see all the dead
Covering thousands of floors
And straight up ahead
The one you see is yours
What are these cards you have been dealt
Look around at all the flaws
And what about the way you felt
When you learned of the cause
What message is there left to send
When we've already past the end

Kiss of Death


Lost in a world
Looking for love
Wandering in darkness
Lost forever
Crying alone
Feeling for you
Shaking hands find a limp arm
A kiss carefully placed on your lips
Slowly you move
A kiss of life
Brought you back from the brink of death
My mind races as I watch you
Slowly coming to
Moving to my arms
Finding my lips
Kissing me tenderly
This time it is you
You looking for my love
As a final kiss
A kiss of death
Plays across my lips
Pushing me into eternal darkness
Until you return for me

Do You Love Me


Do you love me when you sleep
When you scoot closer
Do you love me
When you throw your arm around me
Do you love me
When you pull me close
Do you love me
When your hand searches the sheets
To find my body holding on to the edge
When you sleepily wrap me up
Unconsciously keeping me warm
Do you love me when you sleep
Do you love me when you wake
When you lean in for a kiss
Do you love me
When you whisper I love you
Do you
When you smile at me
Do you love me
When you make me laugh
Even though I dont want to
Do you love me
When you wrap your arms around
After a long day apart
Do you love me when you wake
Do you love me when you make me feel like I do no wrong
Do you love me when you see tears stream down my face
When I think of how much I love you
Do I even question the sincerity of your proclamation
Do you love me
Is a rather unnecessary question

One Wish


If I had one wish
I wish I could see myself
The way you see me
You see beauty
I see a reason to hide
You see someone working towards happiness
I see someone thats trying to escape this trench
You see someone that tries to please the one person they love
I see someone that constantly fails in my endeavor
You see someone that fights through the bad times
I see someone thats weak when my strength leaves me
You see someone that tries to even the load
I see someone that adds weight
You see someone that gives you all their love
I see someone that doesnt give enough
I cant open my eyes to see what you see
Your words seem so hard to believe
Are my words the same
Do you wish a wish the same as mine
You have helped me rise out of this pit
But even so
I wish I could see me
The way you see me

Better World

Better World

If I became president
I wouldn't promise anything
My mama always told me
Promises were made to be broken
I would try my best
I would do whats right
I would do my best to fix the government
At least what I can
I would try to fix the schools
I would try to banish racism and bullying
I would do my best to get rid of the corruption and hate
I would spread love and kindness
I would allow parents to discipline their children
Because theres a difference between discipline and abuse
And thats what we need
I would listen to the people
I would tax based on income
Not based on if you're rich or poor
I would give land back to the natives
Because this was their land
I would focus on the homeless people
And starving children here
Because how can you help others when we suffer so much
I would teach people to love one another
Not destroy each other
We have to much hate running through our veins
If I became president
I would try to make this country
One worth saving

My Everything

I moved away
When you were young
I hope you can forgive me
I didnt want to leave you
But I had to get away
When you are older
Maybe you will understand
I couldn't do anything to save you
Though I would have
If only I could have
Now the only things I have
Are pictures and video clips
I would take back all the times I got mad
And all the times I shut you out
I miss you more then anyone
I just wish you could understand
And believe me
I didn't leave you
I just had to get away
I would have taken you with me
If I had the chance
But thats not how the cards fell for us
Now you are there
And I am here
I can't protect you now
I can only hope I dont have to
Never forget how much I love you
You are everything to me
One day you'll know how much I miss you

Never Let me Go

You sleep soundlessly
The rise and fall of your chest is steady
I watch you silently
Caressing your cheek
Pressing my body close to yours
I hear you breathing softly
The sight of you has rendered me
Speechless
You are perfect
In my world
You are beautiful
In my eyes
I could never long for another
The way I long for you
Your love
Warms me to the bone
Lighting ways to my soul
My heart has left me
And resides with you
My eyes are brighter
My step has a bounce
I am happy
With you
Forever
Promise me
You will never
Let me go

Hiding

Thorns piercing
Glass cutting
Cracks shattering
Peices of my heart are lost
Tears fall
Screams echo
Darkness overcomes
My mind slips away into nothing
Mask secure
Smile painted
Eyes hidden
When will this end
Scars multiply
Pain spreads
Breath slows
Make it stop

Fallen

Moon light shining down
Beaming of the glass reflection
Water not showing the slightest ripple
Trees are quiet
Animals motionless
Feathers begin to fall
Gently landing on the still lake
And angel fallen from heaven
Disrupts the serene landscape
Broken wings drag at her sides
A holy sight even so
Beauty in its sincerest form
But why has she fallen
Banned from above
Damned to walk this dying earth alone

Time

Whether its one week
Or one month
One month
Or one year
My love continues to grow
Day after day
Week after week
It becomes stronger
I love everything about you
Your eyes tell me your mine forever
Your smile tells me you feel the same way about me
Your touch is all I need
You are my love
Everything I have ever looked for ...
I found it in you

Cold

Rain rain come and stay.
Your the only thing that can wash all my tears away
Make this world cold.
Cold like it should be
Cold like my heart.
I knew it wouldnt last
Right from the start
Why did I try
Why did I cry
Rain rain make the pain go away
Before my heart stops beating
Rain rain make me cold
Numb me to the bone
Then throw me to the stone
Rain rain let me drown
In my tears
Or you
Rain rain....

Family comes first

We used to be close
You and I
But now I believe I miss you the most
Can't you see
He ripped us apart
You let him tear right through
I thought I meant more to you
Why can't you see
I was close to you
Like a daughter should be
You need love yes I know
But family comes first
Thats what you always said
Now you've let it happen again
Is he really better than me

What is love

When I look at you
I see beauty
When I touch you
I feel safe
My life is complete
In the light of your soul
Imagine
The touch
The heat
That comes from within
When you eyes lay upon me
You feel it too
I can see it
In your eyes
I can feel it
In the soft touch of your fingertips
I am at ease
In the embrace of you
You picked me up
When I was down
You laid awake at night
Drying my tears
There is no question
I feel it too

Lost


Lost in your eyes
Disoriented by your beauty
Hidden away in the brightness that is you
Lost in you
But so soon you're slipping away
Drifting out the window
Driving me off course
Slipping through my fingers
Losing you
Losing me
Did you ever feel the same
Were you honest
Was i really that beautiful
Did you even love me
Wandering through the tall grass
Ive lost my sight
I was blinded by you
But now im blind to myself
I had everything
When i had you
Now it has all
Fallen between the cracks
Everything is lost
Irrecoverable
Irretrievable
It has all gone invisible
Like its all hidden away
Lost
Gone
Strayed
It vanished
Like you
Everything is lost

I dont belong

I dont belong here
I think im trapped
I feel unwanted
All but for one
Pick up the blade
Watch me bleed
I think about leaving
I feel dead inside
Contemplate staying
I dont understand
This feeling I feel
I dont want to be here
But I dont want to leave you
All it takes is one
One person to say
I'm bad for you
And you'll believe it too
Im scared
Terrified even
Would you cast me out
You love me you say
But why
Someone as problematic as I
I dont deserve you
Can't you see
You think I'm perfect
But why
Mentally
I'm a mess
Physically
It's not any better
But I love you
So I hold you close
Im scared to lose you
Because I know you can do better
I don't understand
Why do you settle
These are the thoughts
That run through my mind
When someone doesnt realize
Their words cut deep
Even if it was
Harmless to them
I don't think I belong here
I think I'm broken
Send me back to the factory
Before its to late
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